2005-06-20
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I'm here in a lovely, cozy little library in Nebraska. The one I usually visit when I'm.. staying wtih my dad. Hot damn.. it's boring here! My friends are off going to Japanese restaurants and going clothes shopping while I'm stuck here.. watching my little brother play a damn video game all day long. The only seemingly interesting thing.. was last night when Zach let me put make-up on him and take pictures.
The food here sucks. Like.. bad. The milk is 100%.. totally fattening.. and nobody home cooks! It's all freaking takeout! No wonder my step-mother looks so bad. It's from all the fast food. I spent all of my money just so I wouldn't have to eat the fat-ridden food that resides here. I mean come on! They have alot of money, why can't they eat right? I know I'm not one to talk because I'm slightly chubby.. but.. ew! Good thing I'm walkin' everywhere. =D
Everybody's so excited for me that I'm graduating high school. I don't want to leave.. because then I'll have to become an adult, then I'll have to.. get married, have children, then eventually die. I like being a teenager. I don't know why I wanted to grow up so quickly. Now I kind of understand when someone told me once when I was 15.. "i wish i could be 15 again. enjoy being a kid while you can". I can no longer enjoy being a kid! I have to grow up! Well.. one perk I suppose is having Chris.. he's older then I am.. he has a job, is going to college and all that jazz. And I'm complaining.. He has so many more problems than I do.. yet I'm complaining when he doesn't spend time with me. He manages to do lots of things, yet says hi to me once in a while. >< I'm such a selfish little bastard.
Hating my time in The Land of the Corn,
Faust
faust-8 at 2:32 p.m.