2005-05-02
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I attended the prom on Saturday. I enjoyed it, even though my friend and I were the only ones who dressed up in an oriental fashion. My gay friend Jacob took me, and he made me dance and stuff. I wasn't a wallflower for once.. it surprised me. But.. the whole time, I kept thinking about my boyfriend.
Jacob told me that he and Chris had been planning a surprise for me for about a month now. Chris hasn't given any indication of it. I wonder what it possibly could be. I'm starting to doubt whether one exists. He's starting to seem.. distant again. I hate it when he does that. He promised me he'd try to talk to me more often, but then again he's promised me that more than once. I wonder how often he's lied to me.. heh. I just noticed how my journal is practically of nothing but him. I guess that shows how much he's on my mind. ^^
-Faust.
faust-8 at 10:40 p.m.