2005-04-11
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You know what? Maybe I'm being overparanoid about my boyfriend. Just a while ago, a thought occured to me. He told me once that he felt sorry that he neglected me. What if he's just saying he loves me because he feels guilty about everything else? Perhaps he's confusing his guilt for love, just like on that Petshop of Horrors chapter. Where the lover of Evanjelin Blue gets a mermaid and mistakes the mermaid for Evanjelin, and mistakes his guilt for love. The mermaid eats him because mermaids 'have a voracious appetite for love'. I love him so much, and I'm blind to every fault he has. Maybe.. just maybe.. no. Never mind.
Bahaha! I'm going to college! I'm so happy! My dad's so proud of me! I'm proud of myself.. now if I can only get a job, everything will be great. I hope. Well I suppose I must be off to bed, seeing as I have a test tomorrow.
-Faust
faust-8 at 11:48 p.m.