2005-07-25
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Well I didn't get as drunk as I wanted. That's okay though, it did leave me kind of horny afterwards. I had fun..
My friends are drifting away from me. I can see it.. they're all a tight-knit group again, and .. once again I'm left out of the loop. I guess it doesn't really surprise me though. I'm never social with anybody, and I'm never home anymore. Ugh. I'll be friendless once again, but I suppose I can be happy that way. What, being with my books and all. I suppose I'll miss the social interaction I had with them. My speech impediment will ultimately get worse. I .. can live with that. Hermit, here I come!
I haven't seen Chris all that much lately, and I don't know why. I miss him alot. So much for spending more time with him. Why do I have to care for him so much? Why? It just hurts me in the end. I love him.. but his many absences only hurt me. Dammit.
-Faust
faust-8 at 10:34 a.m.